I’m terrible at trusting people too fast. I am an optimist. I believe that EVERYONE around me has the
same attitude. The only problem is THEY
DON’T!!! A very good friend of mine
(Ms.P, I’ll bring her up later) says I need to move away from the area that I’m
at because any relationship that I have with these degenerate people that live
around is “doomed for failure.” I met
with my Psychology professor today and he also said that I was too trusting! He said I wear my feelings on my sleeves and
I need to learn to conceal them more.
*ding ding ding! We have a winner
folks!* We said our goodbyes and he told me to come to his office to talk…
shoot him an email and we can meet up anytime.
He is an AWESOME dude & I fully plan to take him up on it! His insights on these people were spot
fucking on! :D
I listened to #DOUCHEmom for months as she talked about the
people around her. WHY DIDN’T I STOP
MYSELF THINKING, “If she talks about these people like that!!! Why wouldn’t she (at some point) talk about
ME in the same way?” I’m so fucking
dumb/smart in hind sight.
When spring came early this year, I was too busy with
college to know that Mr.J had blocked me from facebook. When Mrs.M asked me why I was at Mr.J’s house
earlier that weekend, I didn’t think too much of it. I had a feeling that she knew more than she
was letting on… But I TRUSTED HER!!! At
this point, she hadn’t given me a reason to NOT trust her. She asked me stupid “high school” questions
like, “Oh! Did you guys DO anything while you were in his house?” & “Is there something going on with you
and Mr.J?” I said, “NO! Nikolas wanted to play with Mr.A, but I have
absolutely NOTHING going on with Mr.J”.
Mrs.M said, “That’s good because he’s been texting #DOUCHEmom, very
inappropriate text messages and she made up a fake boyfriend to make it stop
but it didn’t work anyway.” SAY FUCKING
WHAT?!? I’m surrounded by adults with
the mentalities of a 12 year old! Mrs.M
went on to say that all the sarcastic jabs she throws at Mr.J aren’t jokes, she
means them and laughs about it. WHAT THE
FUCK IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE!!! The
only conclusion I can come to is that liars, two-faced people and losers only
get along with liars, two-faced people and losers. I’m proud to say, I just DON’T fucking fit
in.
I’m fucking done with people I live around. The only healthy relationship I’ve had since
moving here is Ms.P & she’s 60 years old.
I guess only the semi elderly are mature enough for me. Now that I think about it the only people I
talk to at length over the phone are Ms.P & my dad’s wife who’s 65. They’re the only two I ever pick up the phone
for everyone else I text or call back later on my terms. I don’t know when I stopped talking to people
over the phone it just happened.
Two year plan:
Graduate college & move back to my hometown in
Wisconsin. Where there is no cash
assistance welfare and the people on disability are actual disabled. Oh & people don’t have babies to get food
stamps… Is all of that too much to
ask? Fuck Minnesota!
6 comments:
You mean, there is a place in the world where disability isn't just a check & people don't just have babies for food stamps?! I must visit this place!
xoxo LC
Yup! Central Wisco. lol I'm sure it still happens there too... just not as much. :D
Holy fucking shittttt!!!!! Midway through reading your blog I was thinking " I'm going to tell her to just move here, because that's exactly what I did to get away from that sort of thing." which is Northern WISCONSIN!!!!!
We're so meant to be blogging buddies...
I love reading your blog, I had to laugh at BITCHmom and DOUCHEmom's behavior, I mean are people really becoming this immature.
Can we not be rational about things, and not talk behind others backs?
As far as I am concerned you deserve a medal for all that you have gone through in your life!
And always remember... Don't let the bastard get you down!
Ha ha! "Hide my penis from the CIA." Does that work? Definitely gotta try that. I'll let you know. :)
Nope, that totally didn't work. :\
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